Sunday, August 2, 2009 @6:39 PM
Stupidest Girl & Downward Deathtrap
All I wanted to do was go to the beach. I called Keygan, but the line was busy--I attributed this to her dial up connection--so, even though I didn't really want to go with Janelle, I called her. Which led me to finding out that she had Keygan
and [the nameless] there with her.
Why didn't they invite me? The consciously left me out. They purposely didn't ask me to go with them! They're supposedly my "best friends" but the more I think about it, the less realistic that seems. They're never there for me, they never support me, and they always leave me behind every fucking chance they get.
I asked Keygan why they didn't ask me to go with them. Her reply? "We weren't doing anything, just sitting around watching Youtube videos. We just wanted to use the internet. We didn't even think about it."
And that's the base of the problem--they don't even think about it. It would never cross their mind that I'm not there because they really could care less.
I am so sick of hosting parties and inviting them and watching them take advantage of me. Fuck them. And then they turn around and treat me like this? It's no wonder I never go anywhere, no one ever "thinks about it" so I never get invited!
Fuck my life.